Old wounds should've healed ages ago but never did.

In life, we learn a lot of lessons. What matters the most is, you learn something after each lesson, you get stronger, and you know what to avoid in the future. But that's not true, is it? Sometimes, we just make the same mistake over and over again, cry over the same thing over and over again. Why? I realize, it's because we have to learn the same lesson over and over again until you finally get it. And that's when it hurts the most.

In the dream, I need your hug so badly it hurts.

Well, let's see how much I've missed this year.

Secondhand Serenade

Bruno Mars

MTV World Stage, which included 30 Seconds To Mars, Neon Trees. Hell.

David Archuleta

Paramore. Well, this was last year. But whatever, I missed it as well.

Imma go cry now. *sighs* Bye. Nah, I joke.

How can you act like nothing's changed when everything's different right now? How can you still call us best friends after what have happened? Huh, best friend. How ironic.

When guilt sets in,

I feel awful for doing this.
I'm sorry, I always disappoint you.
Yell at me all you want, 'cause that's what I deserve.
Remember though, nobody is perfect.
But I can do better.
It's never enough, isn't it?
No matter how much effort I put in,
I always fail.
Because I'm not born a genius
You are.

Running around leaving scars, collecting your jar of hearts, tearing love apart.

You must be so proud of yourself, aren't you? You've no idea how many hearts you have broken just because of your-so-called-fun. You think you're so expert at this, but in reality, you aren't. You are just another coward who's too scared to get hurt. You decide to build a wall, not letting anyone in. It's not going to work, alright. People feel, darling. You numb the pain, you act like you are so used to it, but really, it hurts, deep inside. No?
So trust me, someday, there's going to be one girl/boy, who's going to break you into pieces, tear your heart open, and that's when karma comes.

You're gonna catch a cold, from the ice inside your soul.

I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt.

Hello to you too.

You know everytime I look at you, all I can think of is how much fun we had together. I don't know, but you're the only one who I can be comfortable with so far. Yes, present tense. With you, the worries, the pain would drift away somehow. With you by my side, there wasn't a day without laughter, without smiles. 'Cause despite what happened, I still miss you. Or I guess I just miss the days without fake smiles and forcing laughter. I know I'm being selfish by saying this, 'cause I know it might hurt someone, somebody. But what the hell, that's what I feel. I'm thankful, though. Because of it, I learned something. I miss it. I miss you. I miss us. You see, karma goes around. I was the one who let go, I guess I just have to suffer from this agony. And is it bad for me to say I want it back? I want the days back. I want you back.

Selfish. Selfish. Selfish. That's me.

There's no turning back, when your heart's under attack.

I want a normal life, just like a new born child.
But my scars remind me, that the past is real.
I am a lover hater, I am an instigator.
You are an oversight.
Don't try to compromise, I'll learn to love to hate it.
I am not integrated.
When I'm nervous, I have this thing, I talk too much.
And there's where I seem to fuck up.
Sooner or later you're gonna hate it.
But I never meant to hurt you.
And I guess karma comes back around because I'm the one who's suffocating now.
I just wanna be alone.
Why don't you just go home, 'cause you channel all your pain.
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut.
Don't know what's going on, don't know what went wrong.
But I feel so much better, now that you're gone forever.

You and I walk a fragile line, I have known it all this time. But I never I'd live to see it break.

Nobody.

'CAUSE I'LL BREAK YOUR HEART.

I take things for granted. I don't know why. I can't help it. I wish I could change. No, I want to change. I hate this fucking me. 'Cause everytime I look back, I will realize how much I have lost. And what? I will regret. And trust me, that sucks.

Exam's coming like, in 3 days. God bless me.

If I die young.

Remember how we used to say goodbye to each other no matter how busy we are?

I bet you forgot.

Remember how we used to talk everyday?

I miss that.

Remember how we used to laugh everyday?

Now we don't even talk anymore.

This is absurd.

I thought together we were invincible.

Old friends become old strangers.

I realized, when you start talking to someone who you haven't talked for a long time,

you don't know what to say anymore.

It feels helpless.

I don't know why am i saying this, after all it won't change.

Everyone in my life is a passer-by. Because they leave. They always do.

Do not type to me in that tone of voice.

I USED TO PLAY IN YOUR HOUSE.

Do you remember when we were kids?

When this world wasn't such a bad place?

We were once so innocent.

Saying I love you to each other.

And we had the brightest smile,

didn't know forever doesn't exist.

Haha, we were once so naive.

We were once so close.

Don't apologize for who you are and what you want.

I was never in love with someone else.

I never had somebody waiting on me.

'Cause you were all of my dreams come true.

And I just wish you knew,

Taylor I was so in love with you.

Dearest Taylor,

I’ll be the first to admit I’m a rather shy boy and since music is the most eloquent form of communication I can muster, I decided to record something for you — as sort of a “reply” to the breathtaking song on your current record. This is what I wanted so badly to tell you in person but could never quite put into words:

Everything about you is beautiful. You’re an immensely charming girl with a wonderful heart and more grace and elegance than I know how to describe. You are a true princess from a dreamy fairy tale; a modern Cinderella. I’m terribly sorry it’s taken me such a long time to reply but I figured Valentine’s Day was the perfect time to write this note to you and simply say… I was enchanted to meet you too.

Love,
Adam

http://owlcitymusic.com/vday/

Funny when you're dead how people start listening.

They've got the sweetest words

to make you fall for.

And the best disguise.

Some of them are just lying,

some of them are just curious,

and just a few of them, are sincere.

Or less than few.

Be careful who you open up to,

because they might be the bitch who stabs your back.

It's okay to feel lonely.

It's okay not to be okay.

But just don't feel abandoned.

Because you're not.

"It's hard to keep friendships these days. I guess people think it's okay to leave when you need them the most" - Megan Fox

Seeing is deceiving.

If it comes, grab it.

But if it's hurting you,

let it go.

And if it comes back,

then it's meant to be.

I feel inspired, so screw you.

There's no time for tears,

I'm just sitting here,

planning on my revenge.

And if you come around saying sorry to me,

My daddy's gonna show you how sorry you'll be.

Haven't you heard,

I'm just another thing for you to roll your eyes at honey.

And I always get the last word.

If someone hurts you, make the bitch pay. -Katy Perry

I don't hate you, I just lost my respect for you.

Really? I doubt that.

They say family won't hurt you.

God damn it.

The truth is, they will.

Be aware.

The world we live in,

is built on lies, constructed by liars.

The only one you can count on is youself.

Get real, babe.

This is not what I ask for.

It's a shame.

This, whatever you call it, has no effect on me.

I'm on the edge.

Holding onto nothing.

What had they said,

I can't seem to hear them.

I'm senseless.

I've never heard silence quite this loud.

Can I not go back to school?

See, there are people who would kill to see you fall.

So many used to's.

I need to say it. And you just need to hear it.

There's this girl, would call me crazy when I smiled just by looking at her. She is cool. Wait no, she looks cool. When I first met her, she acted really cool, she didn't talk to me and then I thought, wow, this girl doesn't like me. Haha. But you see, we became best friends.

I love her style.

And her.
She's amazing.

We had our outing this Tuesday. All of us changed. We didn't talk very much. It might seem awkward but guess what, it was not. I actually love the silence. Haha. And thank you, the outing was awesome.

And I miss her. I really do.
Oh well, I hope she knows that.
I miss how we used to be. All the memories.
Frankly, it makes me want to go back to the past. God damn it.

Feel my love, Lee Kezee.

For some reasons, I can't explain.

Dear Diary,

  I couldn't have been more wrong. I thought that I could smile, and nod my way through it; pretend like it would all be okay. I had a plan. I wanted to change who I was. Create a life as someone new, someone without the past, someone without pain, someone alive. But it's not that easy. The bad things stay with you, they follow you. You can't escape them, as much as you want to. All you can do is be ready for the good. So when it comes, you invite it in, because you need it. I need it.


- Elena Gilbert & Stefan Salvatore | The Vampire Diaries

Trust.

Sometimes, what you see is not the truth.

Sometimes, even your eyes are lying to you.

Sometimes, it needs trust. To know the truth.

I believe that I could tear you apart.