It's so sad to know that even after knowing each other for years, or should I say, being best friends for years, yet you can't tell whether I'm happy, sad or ambivalent. You said it's unfair, is it, really? I will notice right away if there's something wrong with you. What happened? No, I'm not whining about how miserable life is nor am I seeking attention, because why would I? It's just that I need to let it out, y'know? 'Cause I've got nowhere to run to. & I know that we all have our problems to deal with, so we can't judge. At times you make me sound like the bad guy, which I'm totally okay with, as I'm the fucked up friend that nobody cares, perhaps. But there are times that I just can't keep up with this disguise anymore, & I'll get sick of it eventually.
I apologize for being such a horrible friend and things I've done.
I really need to distance myself from this reality. Even if it's just for a little while.
& I can't wait for the day to get out of this shit hole.
I'll endure painfully.
Because it's something that you said.
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