You know everytime I look at you, all I can think of is how much fun we had together. I don't know, but you're the only one who I can be comfortable with so far. Yes, present tense. With you, the worries, the pain would drift away somehow. With you by my side, there wasn't a day without laughter, without smiles. 'Cause despite what happened, I still miss you. Or I guess I just miss the days without fake smiles and forcing laughter. I know I'm being selfish by saying this, 'cause I know it might hurt someone, somebody. But what the hell, that's what I feel. I'm thankful, though. Because of it, I learned something. I miss it. I miss you. I miss us. You see, karma goes around. I was the one who let go, I guess I just have to suffer from this agony. And is it bad for me to say I want it back? I want the days back. I want you back.
Selfish. Selfish. Selfish. That's me.
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