There's no turning back, when your heart's under attack.

I want a normal life, just like a new born child.
But my scars remind me, that the past is real.
I am a lover hater, I am an instigator.
You are an oversight.
Don't try to compromise, I'll learn to love to hate it.
I am not integrated.
When I'm nervous, I have this thing, I talk too much.
And there's where I seem to fuck up.
Sooner or later you're gonna hate it.
But I never meant to hurt you.
And I guess karma comes back around because I'm the one who's suffocating now.
I just wanna be alone.
Why don't you just go home, 'cause you channel all your pain.
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut.
Don't know what's going on, don't know what went wrong.
But I feel so much better, now that you're gone forever.